The year

Ok, so it is new years eve, getting ready to kiss this year good bye. I just can't help but look back and see how things when. Some good and some bad, some angry, some sad. I think the best part of this year, was finding what I had lost. Back in feb, my gf at the time dumped me, reasons I didn't know at the time but I figured it was over a fight we had. There were about 4 months where things went down bad. I just had to remember things were going to be looking up sooner or later, and they did. I ended up talking to her after bout 3 1/2 months we started talkin again, we started making good on what was broken, and we started relighting the on teh relationship side of things, we ended up getting back together. That was the best part of my year, and every day since has been amazing. Every time I see her she makes me smile, it dosen't matter how bad I feel. I love her like crazy and would go insane if I lost her. She is the best thing i can think of that has happened to me this year. Another thing that happened was that back in feb I was in a car crash, I managed to walk away with only a bruse on my shoulder from the seat belt. I have been thanking God ever since everyday I wake up and see the sun rise or see the moon, I know that life is very short and it makes me think b4 i act. I have made alot of friends this year, including all of those who i met at camp and love them all dearly. I guess, this year has been over all a great year. Now I look at this year and say, Good bye, old, and HELLO 2012 END OF THE WORLD HERE I COME!!!!!

The Fight

We all have fights in our lives, some fight for country, some fight for family, some fight for money, but I fight, for what I know I can be. I fight because I have a family that loves me, I fight because I have the best girl friend in the world. I fight because I know that if it wasn't for people who fight then we would not be where we are today. Back when the Twin Towers, The Pentagon and United Airlines Flight 93 happened, I remember hearing somebody say, "Somebody just messed up bad," and looking back ya they did. The men and women fighting over seas now are fighting because they have such love for there country and those who live in it that they will fight to the death, THE DEATH, to keep us safe. That is something I respect like crazy. They are willing to die for total strangers. Now, i'm not saying everybody needs to be in the military, I'm saying that the ones who are I have the upmost Respect for. but i'm getting off topic here. The Fight, Why is it so imporntant that we fight. what does it prove. For some it proves power, other revenge, for me, Peace. I feel like when somebody wrongs me that they will get what they have coming and i'm not one to judge, but i do belive in justice and being they way i am, would love to put the justice into the person then letting somebody else do it. My fights are my own and i won't ask for help unless i really need it. but I do know this, when i fight i don't loose. I feel like the reasons we fight are sometimes just as improntant as the people fighting. so the next time you pass somebody on the street, remember they are fighting there fight, and sometimes you need to remember your fight.

Alive

So tonight on my way home i herd this amazing song. Alive in you, by seventh time down. I love the message they put in it because, they just say it. Jesus freak till the day that i die. And i think that more of us need to feel that way. Last night kinda hit home with me because i relized that i was just going through the motions. So i stopped and said, God, please tell me what i need to hear. and he did, in Psalm 23. It basicly says that I will have everything I need and that God will have a place for those who belive. For me, that is what i needed to hear, I had been trying to do everything on my own. Macho man style, and in a relationship with Christ. there really ain't room for that. There is that little bit of Independance but It is all about serving Christ and spreading his word. But in order to spread his word, you have to know it. So from now on i'm going to get to know the word, and spread it to all those around me.