lost

So tonight is different from most. I'm posting 2 insted of normally one. but this one is about somebody special. Somebody who for 4 years I thought was lost, My Girlfriend Martaysha. We met back in 5th grade and we kinda started out rocky, we didn't really start as friends. I saw her and thought she was cute so i started being normal me which is a clumsy dork. Anyway, she moved in 6th grade and i didn't hear from her after that. I figured she was gone forever, never to be seen again. so i had some bad relationships, and in some ways got lost myself. I started turning away from God, the one who had saved me and protected me. After I started High school, i relized i was on a dead end path, but didn't know how to get off, so I started looking for something to get me off the cycle, and i found it. Freshmen year I went to go see Ken Davis, This guy is funny. He is a Christian Comic how has some funny stuff, and well, i was down waiting to talk to him durring the intermission and i herd a voice that i hadn't herd for a long time, so long i couldn't put a name to it, but that didn't take long when i herd her say Martaysha, My mind started working at moch speed trying to figure it out and as i was, she looked over and asked my name. At that point I was a little causious cuz i didn't know where this was gonna go, so i replyed with my name and she comes back with my last. I was like there is no way, i was speachless. We started talking and we ended up going bowling a few weeks later, and I relized i still liked her. so I asked her out. and to my suprise she said yes. This is about april and we lasted untill feb of soph. year. we ended up breakin up over a stupid fight and it killed me inside. and again, i became lost. i made mistakes that I wish i could take back, one of them was not chasing after her. but there was about 3 months where we were apart and over summer we started talkin again, i had recovered from my mistakes and so i was ready to try again, i told her that i never stopped loving her and i hadn't gotten over her. we ended up gettin back together and now we are still happy. I LOVE YOU BABE, and I don't ever wanna let you go.